.: Roxy Music/Bryan Ferry :.

Hearing alot of Bryan Ferry and Roxy Music as of late...

Ack. I think I left my Roxy Music Greatest Hits CD in New Orleans. I should get it back when Real Deal Neal comes to visit over the holidays...

This one I'd heard on the Lost in Translation Soundtrack sung by Bill Murray...

More Than This - Roxy Music

I could feel at the time
There was no way of knowing
Fallen leaves in the night
Who can say where they´re blowing
As free as the wind
And hopefully learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning
More than this - there is nothing
More than this - tell me one thing
More than this - there is nothing
It was fun for a while
There was no way of knowing
Like dream in the night
Who can say where we´re going
No care in the world
Maybe i´m learning
Why the sea on the tide
Has no way of turning
More than this - there is nothing
More than this - tell me one thing
More than this - there is nothing

.: Patience :.

I was never a very patient person. Hell, I'm probably not still. But I think I'm starting to see the benefit of it.

I'm apt to fall headlong into many things and for somethings its a blessing, my enthusiasm. I can get all excited about something but then the burning passion of it all turns to ash. I think I'm finding that a slow steady burn creates a better light and fire.

Just recently I think I've been more patient with myself than usual. I'm not getting as anxious about things and situations. If I can pause for just a second, I can breathe and wait the anxiety out.

That and being with patient with other people... well... its worth it.

.: i hate... :.

I really really really hate feeling stupid. And I feel stupid.