.: You See In The Past, I Had A Dream, A Fantasy... :.

Let's end it on this
Give me one more kiss
Let's end it on this
Let's end it on this

You see it's hard to face
The addict that's inside of me
I want to fill my glass up
With you constantly
I've been here before
But I've never ever felt this sure
And now I know I've been dreaming
And your actions
Have inspired me, so..

.: Now I'm Five Times Two :.

Zero, one...
two...
three...
four days without you
eight...
nine...
now we're five times two
now we're five times two
now we're five times two
words won't do
words won't do it
(words)
can't stay true
words won't get me through it
get me through it

.: Just A Few Words:.

Eskrima. Awesome. Sweaty. So. Much. To. Learn.

Dark. Knight. 1:30AM. IMAX. So. Intense. Seriously. Cried.

Slept. Lost. The. Day.

Sing-a-Long. Tickets. Sweeeeeet.

Two. Massages. Back-to-back. Arms. Not. Burning. Love. Massage.

Le. Sigh.

.: In 21 Days :.

In about 3 weeks, I'll knocked out 2 of the 25 list. In three week's time, I'll be very very close to knocking out another two. In three weeks, I'll have a new DJ at Fizz. In about 3 weeks, I might end up the most physically fit I've ever been. Less than 21 days, I'll be a better person for me and no one else. And I'll deserve it.

.: Tae Bo Of My Very Own :.

Shadowboxer - Fiona Apple

Once my lover, now my friend.
What a cruel thing to pretend.
What a cunning way to condescend.
Once my lover, now my friend.

Oh, you creep up like the clouds.
And you set my soul to ease.
Then you let your love abound.
And you bring me to my knees.

Oh, it's evil,babe,the way you let your grace enrapture me.
When, well, you know, i'd be insane -
To ever let that dirty game recapture me.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
'cause i don't know when you're gonna make your move.

Oh, your gaze is dangerous.
And you fill your space so sweet.
If i let you get too close,
You'll set your spell on me.

So, darlin', i just wanna say.
Just in case i don't come through.
I was on to every play.
I just wanted you.

But, oh, it's so evil, my love,
The way you've no reverence to my concern.
So, i'll be sure to stay wary of you, love,
To save the pain of once my flame and twice my burn.

You made me a shadowboxer, baby.
I wanna be ready for what you do.
I been swinging all around me.
'cause i don't know when you're gonna make your move.

.: Oh! Massage... :.

..how I missed you so!

Its like truly appreciating something after its gone. And then to realize that I still got it!

Rocked out a few massages the last two days. (My arms are burning.) And with but a few mistakes, I think I did very well. Atleast with two of my clients. The critical one was my sister who is the queen of getting massages. She gave me ALOT of advice.

I think with a bit more practice and a little bit of studying I'll be in the swing of things. A lot more with body dynamics and the arms burning thing will not happen again.

I don't think I've mentioned how sweeet my table itself is...its sweeet. It was so wrong for me to leave her in a corner...

.: Eskrima :.

Had a good talk with guro tonight. We talked more about the history of eskrima. Then he'd mentioned that in the higher levels of the art there are healers. Very interesting to me as a massage therapist. He then showed me certain folk dances that have the same attributes of the lesson he'd taught earlier. And when I mentioned Kuya, he got really excited! Apparently Kuya was one of his favorite students. I'm really looking forward to practicing more and more.

Also, I of course don't have sticks. When I got to the class I'd asked if I could borrow a pair. One of the guys tells me to grab a pair out of his bag. When I was going to give them back to him at the end of the lesson he'd told me to keep them. But he did make me promise that I would come back again.

I think I'm going to do really well with this group. I'm so going to rock this shit.

.: Best Dance Ever:.

.: I Think I Can, I Think I Can :.

Don't give up
'cause you have friends
Don't give up
You're not the only one
Don't give up
No reason to be ashamed
Don't give up
You still have us
Don't give up now
We're proud of who you are
Don't give up
You know it's never been easy
Don't give up
'cause i believe there's the a place
There's a place where we belong

.: Repeating Myself :.

Looks like I have to say it again.

.: Meant To Post These :.

Always loved Craig Thompson's work, especially Blankets! Here are some of the sketches for that novel.




from Sinfest:
I love the speed kitties!


Those and am in love with this guy. Alot.