It’s a week to my official graduation. I’m loads of paperwork and studying away from ACTUALLY graduating. I don’t know what I’m doing. At the very least I’ve talked myself from outright throwing in the towel again. What I do know is I’m still trying to undermine myself in my horrendous little ways. Trying to be perfect. Wrecking myself with self-criticism. And pretending I want to get involved with another boy. Anyone wanna come over and give me a swift kick in the pance?
There are the waves of utter excitement and joy over graduating that hit me and floor me leaving me wasted and tired… But I see a light at the end of a long, long tunnel...oh god if I survive this…
3 comments:
Hey Coz,
When it's done, it's done. Keep your eye on the goal blah blah. You gotta deal with the delayed gratification thing (at least on this????)
AUUUUUGHHHHH but I'm so horrible about delayed gratification... I'm AMERICAN for crissake...
once I'm through with this crappy crap... I'll have to post up about the girls trip to the PI...
Done and done! Now, who do I have to throat punch to get a damned massage?
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