.: Worries :.

This an old strip from Sinfest:

Its like I'd said. I worry. Alot more than usual. Thinking of the future is new to me. I talked about it kinda with M tonight. I guess I never seem to be the one to discuss it ever. Talking to my friends from my past, it certainly the way I was perceived. And I guess it was true. I never really saw the big picture...

So in the last few days, I've been kinda down with worry. More so. What do people think of me? Will I let people down? Will they hate me/not love me anymore/lose respect for me? Will I ever truly be happy?

Cleaning through my PC, this strip is what I found. So many times I'd wished I was dead. And too many times had I worried about petty petty things. And now I appreciate that I have the chance not only to worry but to make the most of my life, my friends, my family, my love. So many times I was in horrible horrible times...

FUCK that. Imma make the world REMEMBER my ass!