augh.
It's unlikely that I could (or should) explain the rollercoaster of emotions I've been riding as of late.
...my sister's wedding, thinking of my own, thinking how I've got to snag a groom first, thinking I'm so NOT marriage material, thinking I hate people, thinking people must hate me scowling at them, thinking I'm a disappointment, thinking I love dancing at Fizz, thinking I've got some pretty fucking awesome friends, thinking I got to keep working on CUBE shit...
Luckily I had a few people that talked me down. b.lang and jer were pleasant surprises. A virtual hug and kiss from swingdoc was especially uplifting. The unicorn not only talked me down from the worst part, he gave me alot more to think about...
off to bed to wake to another ride...
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