21 September 2003

...totally and shamelessly stealling this...

this lil bitty was swiped from swingdoc's LJ b/c it so conscicely puts into words what I've been thinking about lately:

"just watched say anything. . "i don't want to sell anything that's been processed or bought. . .buy anything that's been sold or processed. . ."

what a great character lloyd is. really - we all had his innocent passion at one point or another. some people have his confidence, his sense of self, although it seems that few people have it in high school and even fewer people have both the groundedness and the innocence all at the same time. i remember my first heartbreak, the first time i had to look down the barrel of that choice - to put up the walls and not allow anyone else to get close enough to hurt me, or to try again, take a risk and open up to another potential pain. i remember that passionate lovemaking that leaves you shaking afterwards. i've watched people lose their passion, give up and grow up - i guess i've done it to, to some degree. my emotions are not as raw as they used to be, but i think i still have a great deal of passion. enough to be moved by a movie, anyway. :) "

i would like to think that I do live the whole "Love like you've never been hurt" dilly, but I know that isn't all true. For all the times I fall in love EVERY DAY, I wonder if I lose a bit of something. Like is it real or Memorex?

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