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I was in some sort of holding pattern knowing that I'm going to finish massage school, but not knowing exactly when. Then I went to what was supposed to be my graduation night last night. It was the first time that I'd seen the rest of my classmates since I'd left without notice. Needless to say, I'm now inspired. One of the student speakers even announced to the class that I was in the audience. But some important words that I'd heard from one of my professors were "feelings of self-doubt" and "time for self-healing." even after graduation.
Now I know why I didn't graduate with the rest. I felt as though I had to be completely healthy and free of doubt before I could practice. What every professor that did speak alluded to the fact that this is a journey where I will not always know everything, I will not always heal, and I will have to ask for help. Meeting with my classmates afterwards I know I have their full support and love. I always have. Why is it I never know I'm missed until I'm gone and back again?
Its true. You'd said: Sometimes you can learn more about yourself getting off track and experiencing what it takes to get back on track. Going off track made it very clear where my path is...Someone said that I was "Destination without path" and I'd believed it was true at the time. I don't think its true any longer...
18 December 2003
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