.:] ack. [:.

I could give y'all an update on my situation but I posted up already.

Instead I'm just going to write about today. I miss being able to just blog a bit. I've been journaling quite a bit more, I should be sitting on my pile soon enough {I'd met another Anais Nin fan last night}.

My ego is a bit bruised but its for the best really. I've so much shit going on I can't be begging for more drama in my life. So instead I am here with my sister Hedds, watching the Cubs game, chillin', and waiting for Nana afore we go out to take in this lovely weather...

To compound ideas from Eternal Sunshine: what of the coincidences of people that reoccur in your life? A glitch in the Matrix? Fate trying to tell you something? Take for instance, Hedds and Matt. An interesting series of events including classmates.com, dreams, and the Cubs Playoffs. Or bloody Number Five {I'm due for another mysterious encryptic message} Or woodwork, for that matter. I think I'm just going to sit here with my eyes closed, my fingers in my ears, humming off key, ignoring the messages from the universe...