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lemme tell ya folks.. my day is startin off right!

I went a good half hour over this last massage I gave even after I woke up with my arms burning this morning. I shouldn't even be typing - I should be icing..anywho. I get to realize that I forgot my keys AGAIN. So I call my pops who is busy hanging with his new girlfriend and won't be coming home tonight to be letting me in. *sigh* I'm to tired to even let that bother me. I was just about resigned to go ahead and stay downstairs with my Lola for the night. But I couldn't do it. Its too cramped, the smell of the fried food.. I just couldn't sleep there and I also have a test to review for!

So I got desperate I tried to break into some windows...NO go there... I tried to call for a locksmith but wouldn't you bloody know it - I freakin had my telephone cut off!!!!! So they couldn't call me back and get my address *sigh* Luckily by that point my Lola remembered that she had another set of keys and I should try and see if those worked. ( I asked her about this twenty minutes b4 and she insisted that she didn't have any other keys.) God Bless Her they finally did work and now here I am upstairs STILL in a house I am soooo uncomfortable living in. I am SO ungrateful... don't think I don't know that which makes that a millions times worse, I know. I hate being hypersensitive, why can't I just suck it up?

Dude. If I was living in the Philippines, I would just be so dead right now.