What to say?

i don't know what to say... i'm up and bored.. a poor combination.

I had a nice talk with Hedds today. Its been a long time since we had good talk. It was so hard to tell her how I've been doing this past week but i did feel better afterwards. i have had a bad few months actually and I did really understand that there are alot factors to why I'm reacting the way I am right now.

I'm thinking that I'm reacting to Mom and Dad's divorce only after Dad is seriously dating with this new girlfriend. In fact she's sleeping in front room right now. Otherwise I would be wasting my time watching television. She so in my territory.. and that 's another thing getting used to living in this place.. I still can't bear it when my dad cooks. What I would do for some decent ventilation system... and then the physical and emotional strain of going to the Philippines. blah blah blah. I can't wait till there's a point where my blogs can be funny like the original banana confessions... *sigh*