Gave my lil sis a massage today. Its been weeks since I actually have seen her in person. Possibly since I last saw her from the Philippines. Poor chica had gone climbing yesterday and her shoulder is all screwy. Good to hear that she doesn't have carpal tunnel syn.

She was disappointed (like I knew she would be) that I had slipped and not called into work etc. She was disappointed that I didn't call her to get me out of my rut. And then she asked, " well, was it b/c you didn't want to get out of your rut?" And I swear if I'd heard it from Hedds. I woulda assumed she thought that I was being lazy or that I want this stuff happening to me. But it was Nana and so yeah I think there was a reason I didn't talk to people. That reason is that I knew what they were going to say and I didn't want to hear about it...and I didn't want to to hear their disappointment.

Got called to do the Iron Maiden Concert. Sounds a little more complex. They wanted Deep Tissue and I can't provide that. My head hunter was saying I have a busy social life. if she only knew....

*sigh* went out to JT last night. and I paid 6 dollars not to even go dancing... lame... Got a lovely sniff of the bartender tho.. made my night....