::]Excerpt from the Blue Journal[::

20 something April 2002

Things I Need to Be A Successful Rockstar:

1) TRUST
2) A nurturing environment
3) Challenge - so not to get bored
4) Improvisation

Things that Woodwork does that make me feel like a Rockstar:

*snip*

5) #1 cool answer to our game of Twenty Questions:
"If I gave you 20$ right now, what would you do with it?"
"I'd have to take you on a date...a movie, I'd make you dinner, and the rest would go to flowers."

ok So I like this guy but the fact of the matter is I'm still bent out of shape about Tom. I'm still worried that I can get dumped or duped simply b/c I'm depressed & not thinking & not on my toes. Since Josh hasn't called I'm assuming its b/c I'm a loser of some sort. How dumb is that? No matter. I'm still working on a comeback tour. REINVENTION is key!


Still working on the rockstar stuff...
sorry woodwork... that last bit was for your benefit and mine.... you never did take me on that date :P