::]:: Out Of the Woodwork ::[::

Liz Phair - Friend of Mine

Not a lot of patience
You're not a patient man
Don't have a heart to stay with
You get it while you can
Just because you can
Get out of it

And I wasted your time, didn't I and
That that's the reason we fight all the time
It's been so long since you've been a friend of mine

Gonna take a vacation
Stop chasing what I lack
Am I gonna get blown off
As soon as I get back
On another track
Without you

'Cause I don't have the heart to try
One more false start in life
It's been so hard to get it right
Seems like the moment I catch up
The farther you fly

And I wasted your time, didn't I and
That that's the reason we fight all the time
It's been so long since you've been a friend of mine

And I wasted your time, didn't I
And that's the reason we fight all the time
It's been so long since you've been a friend to me
It seems like I dreamed and now I'm waking up to daylight
What happened, when did you let go of me
I miss you so badly

It's been so long since you've been a friend of mine

So I picked these lyrics b/c of this strange occurance in the universe that is reintroducing friends, lovers, flings, and things back into my life. And no drama. A bit of insight. Some forgiving. No forgetting. Remembering. And learning. Cause as much as I love people, I ADORE people, each investment I make in an other person I'm starting to feel being taken apart, losing something. That's way can't be bitter or *very* angry.. I don't want to waste any more.

There's a fantastic manga series I used to collect that was called Justy. He was an esper re: he had supernatural ESP powers etc. His jobber was to take care of the evil things that could suck life force out of people. Well, wouldn't you know it he goes and falls in love with a woman who has mutated into this super life sucking freak. Justy, our hero, in a final showdown holds her though she's trying to *suck* him dry. {that's right-I said it} He just holds and kisses her and tells her everything is going to be alright. Turns out there is a reason why Justy has all this power. She doesn't kill him. She's overloaded on all that he's given to her and dies. And it ends with Justy - alive and alone. I don't want to just end up alive and alone.